In Your Memory

"Those eyes would be my savior,
a stop, no, my stop, for young behavior
mix of color and flavor
saving it up for later.

I remember those lips those hips
on the boat I was allowed the first close grips
feeling of every eclipse
watching the dolphin flips

The poorer days I lost my ground
you always seemed to be the one who put me down
feeling down, even drown
I knew you'd be around

Now the cutest blush when I sung
I recall thinking the luckiest man even this young
you'd smile then reach tongue
fetch my shirt and run

I can admit some truths were dry
but if I were to see you sad I'd rather die
a honest guy, but I did lie
You possessed the saddest cry

this may feel like most rap songs
but there's true feelings in this poems
I've done a few wrongs
but know where she belongs

She and I were contrary
she was my rainbow I was her blueberry
but this girl was mine to marry
so this one's for you, Terri

These words are thereof
to my special girl looking down at me from above
and one guy's heart living on
without his one true love"

In memory of Terri B Conacreek
June 20th 1988 - December 22nd 2006

100.4% Aussie depth

In a new record, Australians now owe more in household debt than the country's entire economy earns in a year.

According to News Ltd Reserve Bank figures show mortgage, credit card and personal loan debts now stand at $1.2 trillion! The number is up to 71% from just five years ago and equating to $56,000 for every man, woman and child in the country.

Aussies has gone lazy, our spending binge, fuelled most recently by the federal government's First Home Owner Grant, means personal debt now totals 100.4 per cent of Australia's annual GDP. That's one of the highest ratios in the developed world.

"It's the first time household debt has cracked 100 per cent of annual GDP and it's a terrible, terrible sign," University of NSW economics professor Steve Keen told News Ltd.

It shows we are living beyond our means and many highly geared borrowers are now extremely vulnerable to further rate rises.
I cannot believe we've let it go this far. I just try to picture what people are thinking "my depth equals 99% of my income, oh what the hell, I really need that flatscreen". Seriously^^ That's like committing suicide with 99 bullets but STILL manage to shoot yourself one last time, it's absurd^^ - they are already saturated with debt and will not be able to tolerate much of an increase to their repayments.

Australia's financial headache is likely to get worse before it gets better. The country is in the midst of the peak spending season, when billions goes on the plastic, yet the Reserve Bank data dates back to October's debt levels only, so that means there are another two months of First Home Owner Grant-fuelled mortgage activity still to be taken into account.

The extra cost is expected to add billions to the burgeoning debt tally, have mercy^^

Woods worth $671 million

This is definitely the last thing I wanted to write about, considering the fact I just wrote about him a few days ago, but yes, again the douchebag of the day is Tiger Woods.
Why? His way too generous soon to be ex wife Elin Nordegren gave him one last chance to improve himself by going to therapy and get some serious help. What does Tiger Woods do? He refuses. His wifey has now only started packing up the children, but along she takes a few of his cars and grabs an estimated handful $335 millions with her!

According to to a report in News of the World/AP Tiger Woods' wife Elin Nordegren wants a divorce, sole custody and half his fortune!

Apparently Ms Nordegren made Woods promise to change, get off drugs and help improve their marriage. A source close to Ms Nordegren tells the press he hasn't done so. All he's done so far is living and locking himself up at a friend's telling her he would get better on his own. Now she wants his sons and half the kingdom and live far far away. Now to be the most modern version of fairytale coming true.

She's also giving the hoot whether Woods is still in contact with this mistresses, she couldn't care less is he chooses to ruin his life even more or not.
So would I if I was her though, cause if Ms Nordegren does get it her way, which is most likely considering the huge tabloids he's been making the last month and a half, she will have 100% custody, and $335.500.000 in her pocket.

F*** My Life?

Yes, Christmas is here. That unnecessary haircut, all the cleaning and dusting, project-broke and dressing up all simply for having to lend your farting uncle your bed, naked grandpa your shower, bare with kisses and chin-pinching from 15 family members and having to spend all your time with your cousins which are all high on sugar? Christmas can be one huge prick in the ass.

Do not fear!

From a guy who has the experience of feeling down especially during Chrissie I was just told about this site for especially gloomy dark people. The emo site was supposed to be covering everyday people's problems. The deal is that you will post your story on the site, only 2-3 sentences and end it all typing FLM. Ridiculous as I thought it would be I decided to check it out.

Half an hour later I found myself rolling on the floor laughing with tears in my eyes. No it wasn't that funny, that would be lying. But I figured this has to be the most brilliant site of all times.


It's like watching Glamor, after 3 minutes you have the feeling of having the best life, enjoyed by the sight of other people's suffering.
This is highly recommended and will probably make the happiest person on this planet even happier.

Brittany Murphy - Dead at 32

Extra Update:

I just heard that the very rough and sexy Brittany Murphy, the legendary actress known for several films including Clueless, was found dead in her apartment. Her death caused by a heart attack is a shock to many, as 32 is fairly young for a heart attack. The questioned death is now repeated as the cause of the heart attack has yet to be found. Fans are asking themselves, was it drug related?

"My thoughts stretches out to Brittany Murphy's family, may she rest in peace"

Lesbian Paradise?

So, it's December 20th also known as the day you compare how many presents given with those received and realize you're not even half done shopping. It is also the day a gay Scottish couple, for the first time in history, can celebrate their 4 year partnership.

Yes world we have come this far. Many countries has now taken gay rights up a notch, we are no longer killing gay people. Unless you should not be so unfortunate to live in East Asia, etc Saudi-Arabia or Yemen or other selected places along the equator in Africa and South America. Funny that way, as they say, it must be the heat.

I did stumble across another funny little fact. I present you Fiji, all men's gay free little world:

Turns out several small countries and independent states has chosen to write down a law against gay guys but let lesbians have the benefit of being sexy. Some countries even have death penalty for homosexual guys but have accepted lesbian activity. I wonder if the majority of their heads of state/country are men or if some smoking hot lesbian woman is on top of this.

Lucky for our American fellas Palestinian territories around Gaza is one of them. Jamaica is also one of those states you would wanna visit during your holiday, a hint would be not to bring the wifey there and then instead of hitting a strip-club you would only need to pay the Gay-club a visit.

Woods from Iron to Putter?

"As the green plant at blogging I will not put on paper
that I will be very good at this. Frequently or not, I
may suck but I will give it a shot"

Close to the Christmas holiday or for some people in the middle of it, the story these days that get to me is not the most harmonic Christmas story. I'm sorry to have to tell you that the topic of the day is Tiger Woods and his cheating towards his wife.

December 3rd rumors told us Tiger Woods was having an affair
with cocktail waitress Jaimee Grubbs. Now, a few weeks later
all together 14 women has stepped forward, every single one of
them claims to have slept with the famous golfer. Now it is
official, Woods has gone from Iron to Putter.

Rumors also say that Jessica Simpson may be the 15th woman. Hey, I am not going to judge. If Woods had managed to put down thÉ hottest woman who has ever been nominated for three Razzie Awards in one year, would have been pretty darn respectacuolus! Nevertheless the famous singer Tweeted two days ago, making her statement crystal clear:
"Can't believe that I'm on the cover of star magazine with Tiger Woods,
what a JOKE! 'The Shocking Inside Story' is A LIE!".
Too bad, cause the image of that milk and chocolate reunion is pretty hot.

You will have to imagine how badly this will affect this brilliant circle of lawyers that will have to sacrifice blood sweat and tears on dragging their filthy and full moneybags back home. After all this is over the world will experience at least a few more millionaires

Tiger, truth be told, is golf or maybe bigger than golf itself and many people predict that golf may never be the same after this tragedy. However he has also taken these decisions as nothing but a man and also has to face a hard times as nothing but a man. Journalist Matthew DeBord writes "...let's not pretend that golf is somehow a vast and majestic thing. It's a game. And what has happened to Tiger Woods is real life".